HomeAsk More
fine-feline:

lukewarmeyes:

“Is there any reward for good other than good?”

all ayah’s of the Qur’an are beautiful, but I don’t know why this speaks to me the most.

fine-feline:

lukewarmeyes:

Is there any reward for good other than good?”

all ayah’s of the Qur’an are beautiful, but I don’t know why this speaks to me the most.

(Source: muhammadov)


chateau-de-luxe:

chateau-de-luxe.tumblr.com

chateau-de-luxe:

chateau-de-luxe.tumblr.com

(Source: beantz)


(Source: wildstag)


Well, this is not a novel or movie. You just CAN’T run into things just because you like it. And you can’t mess arond just because there will be a happy ending.

You just can’t, Mira.



Regret (always) comes later.

Semester 8. Semester penuh kontempelasi: mau jadi apa gue besok dan udah ngapain aja gue selama ini.

Semester 8. Penuh penyesalan. Gue merasa kurang berbuat banyak hal selama kuliah. If only I could turn back the time. Seandainya gue dari awal memantapkan niatan untuk berburu beasiswa di penghujung kuliah seperti ini, pasti gue sudah menyiapkan IELTS dan berbagai prasyaratnya dari awal kuliah. Seandainya gue dari awal meneguhkan keinginan buat melanjutkan studi ke luar negeri, pasti gue udah les bahasa asing -selaian Bhs Inggris- sedari dulu. Seandainya gue sedari dulu tau, di luar sana banyak konferensi-konferensi yang berkaitan dengan jurusan gue dan yang gue butuhkan hanya kerajinan untuk membuat paper. Seandainya sedari awal gue sadar berburu beasiswa bukan perkara mudah, gue pasti sudah menyiapkan segala persyaratannya dari awal. Seandainya gue sadar gue tidak banyak berbuat hal berguna selama kuliah ini, gue pasti udah ikut lebih banyak kegiatan dari saat ini. Seandainya gue belajar lebih serius, gue pasti bisa dapat GPA yang lebih memuaskan.

Ya udah, sekian. Seandainya sih seandainya.


First of all, let me say sorry for posting this kinda-trash-text.

So instead of doing my assignments, or arranging my research schedule (people said one day postponing your thesis means one day postponing your marriage day), or taking a rest because of my illness, I’m here keep on typing these things. Hah. Okay.

Let me start with this. What will you do when you just stop at one point and realizing that you’ve gone soooo far? It’s that far that you don’t even remember wether you’ve been walking or running. I do nothing. I hate it. I can’t even decide what I should do. It’s like I keep staying at that one point because I am just too confused to do something.

Once my best friend told me “if you have no way back, just decide the ending”. I am that person who says “let it flow” over and over until I don’t realize that flow has brought me to the ocean full of sharks (let me borrow your words, my fav writer, Dewi Lestari). Here, I’m enjoying my day to “play with the sharks”, even the sharks have been trained, sharks are sharks right? I know someday even I don’t decide to do anything, I’ll be eaten by those sharks. But sometimes I think it’s a paradox. Staying at the same point doesn’t mean I don’t do anything right? I do something, and that something is I’m standing at that point. I’m just not walking anymore, or even running, hey I’m standing *depressed sound*.

Well okay. I should do my thesis.


ruinedchildhood:

Rugrats was deep.


1 2 3 4 5 »
Theme By: Dyarenesis